Okay

There’s so much i feel that i never do say

And it’s not cuz I’m scared it’ll drive you away

Or i don’t know how

Cuz I do try my best

It’s because there’s so much underlying the rest

We’re all collages

Stories of ourselves and other

Weaved together by conscious

Shaped into our very own quilts

So when I say something

There’s so much behind

So much backstory

That’s impossible to convey in a mere 30

Seconds and that’s why i focus on authenticity

It’s a way to show the story behind the essence of me

And it’s not by tell

It’s by show

You may not know it but you see it

You may not get it but you feel it

And that’s the backbone of our communication

Because it gets murky and hollow without discernation

Without the clarification

The affirmation of you is what makes you understood

You accept to project out

The way you’re feeling inside

So when i said “it’s okay”

I really did mean it

And i hope you can see it

Because actually and honestly

It’s so much more than okay

I know it’s not you

And I’m so beyond grateful that it turned out this way

And i hope you can see

That it wasn’t okay

But we lived and we learned and at the end of the day

It’s deeply great

And i can’t begin to show you

What’s gotten me here

Because it’s a whole catalogue of 17 years

And more than that too

But I hope you can know

Through a hidden pathway of energy flow

What I mean

What makes me me

And all the things that have brought me here

All the trials all the years

All the love and all the light

All things dark and all things bright

Oh well, I digress

But one last thing to say

Please just trust me

It’s really okay